CaP aYaM PvT. LTd.

lg 2 mggu nak kena submit business plan ETR ni... ape pun tak stat lg... nak wat slide utk presentation lg... wahai manager2 ku, ble korg nak stat wat ni... logo pun takde lg... dean br wat skit td dah fed up... ini bkn satu perkembangan yg sht... time is running out!! aku sbgai Mr. GM mengisytiharkan masa darurat utk korg siapkan plan utk department masing2... sian la kat yan 2 wei... nak tak nak dia kena tggu korg siapkn budget korg dlu.. br dia bleh wat financial plan... huhuhu...

yg Mr. GM ni, smpat plak post kat blog ni... hehehe... takpe2, GM kena tenang... sbb GM prlukan ms lebih utk cari ilham utk explain the overview about the company... ape2 hal nnt GM jgk nak kena jwb... berat keje ni... aku ni ada pengalaman jd Production Manager je... dpt la no 3 kbgsaan... itu pun dah sakit kepala... inikan nak jd GM... huhuhuh... tabahkanlah hatiku Ya Allah...

sekali lg pd manager2 ku, kuatkan semangat... teruskan perjuangan... kita boleh!! cap ayam psti berjaya... kt pastikan ayam2 kt terjual di serata dunia... hahahaha... aku hargai kerjasama yg korg bg... kt msti tnjukkan pd dunia yg kt boleh... poyo gler.. ni GM terlebih smgt ni... tp aku mmg psti yg kt akan lebih gempak dr grup Mr. Dean's List... kt bomoh business dia... hahaha... bak kata Tn. Hj. Ramli, ni la org melayu, asal bersaing je nak bomoh... uhuhuh...

p/s: jgn gne bomoh, syirik 2... hehehe...

-AdLi-

FIN 308...

oleh kerana aku tak tau nak watpe mlm ni, dan memndgkn aku pun dah lama tak post kat blog ni, aku ada stoli nak moli skit... hehehe... lgpun aku dah jnji nak cte psl bnd ni... pasal aku bertekak dgn lecturer aku dlu...

wktu 2 aku sem 3, aku repeat paper FIN 308 a.k.a investment (FaFa pun repeat skali) hahaha... 1st 2 weeks kuliah aku tak masuk kuliah sbb registration system uitm tgh down... FaFa sempat register, so dia pun masuk la klas 2... dia bgtau aku yg diorg sume dah ada grup masing2...

so nak dijadikan cte, mggu ke-3 aku pun masuk la klas 2... nama lecturer 2 pn. imani binti... binti ape ek? lpe plak aku... lantak la nama bapak dia ape pun... time final pun aku tulis pn. imani je... wktu 2 dia perasan aku br 1st time msuk klas dia... so dia pun pndg aku sblh mata je... hangen je aku tgk dia... mengajar tak penah snyum... mcm tak ikhlas pun ada... muka nak kerek je...

mmg spnjg klas 2 dia gitu je... so lpas klas aku pun pegi jmp dia... nak tny la psl grup 2... aku nak masuk grup mane... aku pun sembang elok2 la dgn dia... dgn penuh kesopanan aku tegur la dia... wlaupun dlm hati ada hangen skit...

aku : pn, mntak maaf la sy tak masuk klas2 sblm ni... sy br je td dftar utk subjek ni...
lect : (tanpa pndg aku lgsg) ni yg sy tak ske ni... awk pi msuk klas len la... sy tak ske la attitude cmni... klas dah 3 mggu stat awk br nak masuk.... bla bla bla... (dkat 5 mnit aku dgr dia membebel mrh2 aku)
aku : (dlm hati) ape hal plak org tua ni... tak psl2 nak mrh2 aku... aku tny elok2, dia nak melenting plak... tak fhm bhsa ke aku br je dftar sbjek ni... ni yg mencabar aura chan ho nam aku ni...

oleh kerana telinga aku ni dah nak ptus dgr dia asyik membebel dr td, aku pun dgn selambanya potong ckp dia... aku trus sound je...

aku : pn, pn ingat sy ni kebulur sgt ke nak dok klas pn ni... klu cmni cara pn ngajar sy pun tak ingin la... pn sape nak suh sy tkar2 klas... sukati sy la nak dok klas mane pun... yuran sy byr sndri la... bkn pn yg byr pun... klu pn yg byr takpe jgk... lg 1, org byr gaji, ngajar la elok2 skit... setakat wat muka tak ikhlas 2 bek tak yah ngajar...

dia pun terdiam kat situ... nsb bek bdk2 len dah kuar... 2 la, nak ikut kepala sndri je... kepala org pun tgk la jgk... kan dah kena 'bhsa' dgn aku... dia pun tak byk ckp dah... trus je ckp "awk msuk la grup mane2 pun"... haa, kan sng... klu ye pun tak ske aku jwb je cmtu dr td... klu nak tegur pun elok2 la... aku tny elok2... lpas 2 aku trus blah je la... lg nak dok situ lama2? tak dapek la...

lpas dr kejadian 2, dia pun mls nak amik tau sgt psal aku... lantak ko la... bknnya aku tak dtg klas lgsg (ponteng skit2 2 ada la... 2 pun dgn FaFa) hehehe... nsb bek aku lulus jgk paper 2... mknanya dia terima la 'teguran' aku dlu... FaFa kantoi lg... sian dia... hahahah... sem ni dia tgh amik... tp bkn dgn pn. imani lg... dia pun mls nak ngadap org tua 2...

p/s: Liverpool 5-0 Aston Villa... next game - Liverpool vs Fulham at Craven Cottage...

-AdLi-

LosE YouRseLF...

Look, if you had one shot or one opportunity...

To seize everything you ever wanted, in one moment...
Would you capture it, or just let it slip?


No more games, I'ma change for due called rage...
Tear this muthafucking roof off like two dogs caged...
I was playing in the beginning, the mood all changed...
I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage...
But I kept rhyming and stepped writing the next cipher...
Best believe somebody's paying the pied piper...
All the pain inside amplified...
By the fact that I can't get by with my nine to five...
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family...

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment...
You want it, you better never let it go...
You have only one shot, do not miss the chance to blow...
Coz opportunity comes once in a lifetime...

You can do anything you set your mind to, man...

-AdLi-

You'll Never Walk Alone...

what a comeback!! 3 words 2 describe Rafa's men's performance when they showed the world who they are... 4 goals by Fernando Torres, Steven Gerrard, Fabio Aurelio's free kick and a lob ball by Andrea Dossena secure their 4-1 win over Red Devils after Cristiano Ronaldo's penalty put the home team ahead after 23 minutes... i watched the game at deeng restaurant with crowded people... it was rainy during the game (ujan rahmat)

even worse, United had 2 play with 10 men after Nemanja Vidic was dismissed in the second half after he failed to control the ball on his thigh, allowing Gerrard to rob him and burst forward... Vidic tabgled with Gerrard and hauled him down. The referee Alan Wiley had little option with how to react and this time a red card was produced...

i think it was a very poor performance by Vidic until his dismissal... he made a mistake that allow the snappy Torres to apply pressure on him. The Serb duly cracked as he was outmuscled by the Liverpool striker, who ran in on goal and beat Edwin van der Sar with a typically cool finish...

in the other hand, The Kop with almost the same men who crushed Real Madrid with 4-0 win in Champions League played such a beautiful game with a balance team at all position led by Gerrard... what a good performance by Liverpool although Xabi Alonso was not around giving under-par performer, Lucas Leiva 2 make an appearance against United...

following the triumph at Old Trafford, Liverpool cut the gap on leaders United to four points despite one game in hand for United to rekindle their Premier League title hopes... i hope this kind of performance can last long in order to catch United at the top while hoping other team can stop United from keep winning...

You'll Never Walk Alone...

p/s: next game - Liverpool vs Aston Villa at Anfield...

-AdLi-

Woi... SaKiT!!

ape la nasib, aku terjaga time subuh sbb kaki kiri aku sakit sgt...
tak bleh nak jln, nak jejak lantai pun tak dpt...
sakit woo... azab rsnya...
dah la pagi ni ujan plak...
nak tumpang moto yan pi Pusat Kesihatan pun tak bleh...
dia pun tumpang kete faiz...
klu tmpg kete kang tkut jln jam kat PK 2, sian diorg lwt pi klas plak nnt...
aku pn trpksa la gghkan dri bwk sndri moto yan time ujan ni pegi PK...
lg azab, nak tkar gear pun skit pny ssh...
pegi klinik doktor ckp tak tulang, tisu yg prob...
sbb kat kwsan yg sakit 2 tak mungkin urat yg prob...
tp besanya lpas terjatuh ke, men bola ke br rs cmtu..
tp aku len, bgn tido terus rs cmtu.. smpai tak bleh nak tido blk...
dah 2 dia tak nak x-ray plak, tgk keadaan katenya...
keadaan apenya lg, kaki aku dah mmg sakit nak tercabut dah ni...
terhincut-hincut aku bjln, dah mcm OKU plak... lg nak tgk keadaan...
bangang pny doktor, suh dok skul 10 tgkt tak nak...
nak dok skul 3 tgkt jgk... kan dah bodo bertgkt2...
ni sume hafesh pny psl, suh aku tido dlm blek...
dah elok port aku kat luar 2...
dlm blek bleh thn jgk sempit, sbb 2 aku bleh tersalah posisi time tido kot...
tp mmg serius sakit gle, sma sakit mcm ligamen lutut aku koyak dlu...
skang kaki aku dah berbalut, tp azabnya ttp sama...
at least takde la masuk angin nnt klu tak balut...
ble la nak elok ni, time2 kritikal ni plak dia nak sakit...
dugaan btul... jgn truk sgt smpai kena operate lg dah la...
aku dah tak sggp nak brtongkat lg...

-AdLi-

U Mobile...

it happen about 5 months ago... zamer (slh sorg member jahanam aku kat kuale) came 2 shah alam, so i spent time with him chatting at barra restaurant in section 7... suddenly, 2 U Mobile promoters came 2 us, promoting their product (U Mobile postpaid)... they told us that i won't lose anything because the registraton fee is free (promotion period) and even i register to the number, the company will only charge me once i activate the number... and if i don't activate the number within 3 months, it will terminate automatically... so zamer took 2 numbers (sim cards), as well as me...but when i came back to my hostel, i had a second thought... so i decided not 2 use the numbers... but i didn't break the cards... (masih suci lg smpai skang)

about 2 months later, during my semester break...

mak: aun, bgn!! dah mcm musang mak tgk kamu ni... siang meroloh, mlm bjaga... (dah kul 12 time 2)
aun: ala... mak ni, br je nak lena tido... cuti2 ni bg la can skit...
mak: byk la kamu pny lena... dah kul 12 ni... bgn woi!! ni bil ape yg smpai utk kamu ni?
aun: (dlm hati) bil mane plak ni... ble plak aku bli umah smpai nak ada bil letrik @ air ni...

so i woke up from my 'sweet dreams'... hahaha... i looked at the bills (ada 2 bil)... U Mobile bills!! what the f**k!! i looked at the details... RM 75++ per number!! once again... what the f**k!! but at that time i decided just 2 ignore the bills (pegi mampos la... smpai kiamat aku takkan byr... bkn aku pkai pon)

but after i came back 4 shy's engagement, my mum told me that she keep receiving the bills for 3 months consecutively... so i looked at my third-month bills... once again... what the f**k!! it has been RM200 per number!! ini bleh mendatangkan mrh... jgn smpai aura chan ho nam aku kuar... huhuhuh...

my third-month bill (click 4 clearer view)

so when P&O Insurance asked me to come 2 their office 2 settle the documentation about my claim for my lost motorcycle (ada sape2 jmp moto aku tak? BJP 3478), i decided 2 go 2 U Mobile's customer service kiosk at Berjaya Times Square (alang2 dah trun KL)... i talked 2 the counter officer and she told me that is normal procedure because every telco company in malaysia apply the same procedure for postpaid (they'll charge once u register for the number) instead of prepaid (they'll charge once u activate the number)... i argued that it is not my fault, their promoters were giving me the wrong infos... i don't even know about the procedures... mmg bertekak la aku kat situ... nasib bek pompuan je, klu tak dah terbalik meja kat situ aku rasa... then, i just blah from the kiosk with anger... teringat plak time aku bertekak dgn lecturer wkt sem 3 dlu (len kali la plak aku cte)... huhuhuhu....

p/s: jgn pkai U Mobile... menipu je lebih... gampang btul...

-AdLi-

Enterpreneurship....

skang ni dah sem 5... sem ni aku ada amik sbjek ETR300 - Enterpreneurship a.k.a Keusahawanan... so dgn berbekalkan 6 org drpd Geng Kapak dlm grup aku, kami ditugaskan utk wat 1 proposal utk tubuhkan syarikat... dan selepas mesyuarat board of director (konon2 la), maka lahirlah Cap Ayam Pvt. Ltd. yang menjalankan bsnes penternakan ayam daging... dan sebulat suara kami jdkn company bapak aku sebagai bahan rujukan sbb bapak aku wat bsnes yg sama...

selepas bidang tugas dibahagikan, aku dilantik utk pgg portfolio Pengarah Urusan, Wan (Administration Manager), Yan (Financial Manager), FaFa (Production Manager I), Dean (Production Manager II), Hafesh (Marketing Manager)...

pd 6 mac 2009, bermulalah tugas kami sbgai saudagar ayam... kul 10 mlm aku, Dean, FaFa n Hafesh stat bertolak dr shah alam ke kuala kangsar dgn menggunakan kete FaFa yg tak bape nak ckup baterinya (nyaris dah smpai kuale br kong), smpai kuale kul 12 kot... smpai2 je lpak plak dgn member2 jahanam aku kat kuale 2... hehehe... kul 230 br smpai umah aku... 2 pun bkn nak tido, sempat men PS2 lg... men game bola... silap org la ajak aku men... mmg sayur sekor2 aku kejekan... hahaha...

esok pagi kul 11 ktorg bertolak ke ladang ayam bapak aku kat jalong, sg. siput... smpai2 je bapak aku dah standby kat sana... so bermulalah perbincangan ktorg tntg operasi penternakan ayam... mmg pening pale si FaFa 2... byk sgt production procedure yg bapak aku bg... nasib bek ada Dean sbgai Production Manager II... byk plak information yg bapak aku bg... angin dia baik plak hr 2... dekat 3 jam ktorg bncg pasal ayam... mcm nak jd bapak ayam plak (nauzubillah) hahaha... dr mula nak bina reban smpai la proses jual ayam termasuk taik ayam utk wat baja... sekali la dgn nama2 ubat yg kena bg kat ayam2 tu...

lpas azan zohor ktorg bertolak blk ke kuale... tp bapak aku ajak makan dlu, dia belanje... mmg sah angin dia tgh bek... kre bgs la 2... blk umah ape lg, meroloh la sekor2... aku tak dpt nak tdo sbb mak suh pi pekan jap... huhuhuh... dah la smlm drive, tido lmbt, hr ni tak ckup tido, nak blk kang drive lg...

mlm 2 jgk ktorg blk shah alam... kul 9 btolak, kul 1130 smpai dah... rekod br yg aku cipta... hahaha... wlaupun cuti ada 3 hr, tpksa korbankn jgk... ni pun br smpai la ni... tak tau nak watpe, post la kat blog ni jap... hehehehe....

p/s: kali ni ceria skit blog aku.. warna-warni... hahaha... wat blog smbil mamai, cmni la jdnya...

-AdLi-

wHo aM i....

Actuarial science is primarily concerned with the study of consequences of events that involve risk and uncertainty. Actuarial practice identifies, analyzes and assists in the management of the outcomes — including costs and benefits — associated with events that involve risk and uncertainty. Understanding the principles underlying actuarial science enables actuaries to develop models of such events and other techniques to solve practical problems.


To gain insights about future possibilities, the actuary depends on observation and wisdom gained through prior experience. Actuaries use these observations and experience to construct, validate and apply models. Actuaries continually incorporate additional observations and insights into their models. This feedback cycle systematically addresses discrepancies between these models and observed reality.

Actuarial practice, in turn, is concerned with the assessment of the economic consequences associated with phenomena that are subject to uncertainty. This practice requires an understanding of the principles underlying several fields, including statistics, economics and risk management, as well as the principles of modeling, valuation and risk classification.

Actuaries solve business problems in which the mitigation of negative consequences and the exploitation of positive consequences of risk play major roles. Thus, actuaries must be familiar with the principles of the management of fields in which they work, including insurance, health care and retirement systems, investment portfolios and the risks individuals 6 face. Actuarial models can be developed to solve most of the typical problems that requireanalysis of the consequences of risk and uncertainty.

-AdLi-

HaKiKaT SeBuaH iKaTaN...

28 Februari 2008...

sepupu aku, shy bertunang.. untung badan, umur baya aku je dah tunang... ye la, dia dah nak abih master pun... amik applied stat kat um... yang aku nih? ntah la... jgn kata nak tunang, nak abih blaja pun tak tau ble... tp takpe, aku akan teruskan jgk sbb aku dah jnji dgn seseorang... aku tak nak sia2kan hdp dia... so, aku kena trus blaja dan keje bgs2... huhuhu...

tepat kul 11, tepat k.. takde jnji2 melayu pny... rombongan laki pun smpai... dgn bwk 15 dulang tak silap aku... byk la plak... naya je mak chor nak bls 17 dulang... tp ye la... engineer petronas, mane tak byk...

nak dipendekkan cte... lpas sesi taaruf, shy pun slmt disarungkan cincin (boleh thn jgk lawa cincin 2) oleh bakal mak mentua dia... sedetik itu jgk, aku teringatkan seseorang... aku teringin nak tgk dia dlm keadaan 2... rndu aku pd dia tba2 dtg...

tp lamunan aku terhenti... acu, adk bongsu mak aku yg sorg je laki tegur aku... acu ni kaco btul, org nak berangan kejap pun tak senang... dgn tak pasal2 je acu yg dah kawin anak 4 sthn sorg pun ckp kat aku...

acu: aun, kte ble lg?
aun: aik, kte? sdr la wei... awk 2 dah berbini, anak sthn sorg pun ada hati lg...
acu: besa la... org laki bleh kawin 4... abah kamu 2 rilek je...
aun: byk la acu... repot kat ucu br tau...
acu: hehehe... kamu jgn lpe plak, lpas ni kang jlnkn tugas basuh pggn...
aun: yela2...

perkataan 'kte' 2 yg nak wat aku nak gelak mengilai 2... tp control, majlis tgh jln lg... fkran aku kembali pd si dia... memang jelas wajahnya dlm kepala aku ni... aku ingin bersama dia... pasti! whatever it takes, i wanna be with her... mmg dia yang aku impikan... insan bernama kekasih...

shy dan adiknya, aja...

ble dah abih mkn2, tp aku tak mkn pun... aku lpak kat blek smbil teringatkn dia... lgpun sbb dah makan ns lemak pagi td sblm rombongan smpai... wajah dia msih di fkrn aku... aku sgt merinduinya... only her...

lpas setel sume keje termasuk la basuh pggn dgn acu smbil gelak pecah perut, aku pun rilek2 la... lpas solat asar, acu ajak round2... berbekalkan avanza along yg aku pnjm jap, aku bwk acu, ucu, dan anak diorg, natasha n afi... si haris dgn alisha tgh men dgn sepupu2 yg len... anak diorg ni mmg comel2 bangat... hehehe... ktorg pi jln2 kat lumut smbil amik angin...

byk kenangan waktu kecik aku kat situ... kat teluk batik jgn ckp la... aku penah lemas kat situ... masuk hospital trus... aku dlu membesar di pangkor n manjung... lahir pun kat sitiawan...
kat umah bersalin... skang dah jd umah org tua... ntah2 mati pun kat situ jgk... huhuhu...

fkrn aku masih melayang pd dia... aku nak berkongsi kenangan2 aku ni dgn dia... ktorg pun lpak la tepi pntai kat lumut... aduh... view2 cmni la yg wat aku makin teringat pd dia... aku nak dia berada di samping aku... sekarang...

hr 2 mmg ingatan aku tak penah lekang dr dia... aku hrp aku jgk ada dlm ingatan dia... aku pun nak ada ikatan dgn dia... itulah hakikatnya sesebuah ikatan 2... wlaupun sekadar pertunangan, ikatan 2 sgt suci... drpd situ la dtgnya ikatan yg lebih suci a.k.a perkahwinan... ikatan yg bermula drpd cinta... dan di mana terciptanya cinta, di situ rindu bermula... ikatan ini buat ada org bleh jd baik, jahat dan tak waras... ikatan ini jgk bleh wat seseorang itu lebih bhgia dr insan lain di dunia... dan tak ketinggalan ada yang merana sepanjang hdp kerana ikatan ini... tp hakikatnya ikatan ini tetap suci... cme kdg2 manusia je yg tak reti menilai ape sbnrnya cinta...

bg aku, selagi ada manusia dlm dunia ni, selagi 2 cnta takkan berakhir... selagi 2 la akan berkembangnya zuriat adam dan hawa... sbb setiap jiwa memerlukan cinta... cinta tulus suci yang lahir dr hati...

4 someone who i love most, i still and will love u forever... i'll be waiting 4 u...

-AdLi-